Ooh-koolgle

hi

2009-07-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

i have too much suprises this few weeks.my heart can drop to my pehpek know.

peapal.

2009-07-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE

just wanna let you guys know.

im alright.im still loving life.

studying and training super duper hard

for the Worldskill competion.

acutally its just the beggining.

And it seems like i have a new life.

i miss my friends sooo much.

just a shoutout to everyone including those i've blamed and

fought with.fuck those days of yours and mine.

love, nelly:)

mum's day

2009-05-10T21:55:00.003+08:00

I din't get anything for my mum,

and i din't wished my mum.

I am sooo fucked up.

pratically i dont have a social life.

all i do is go to school,no more bestfriends time.

and that is important because thats all i need.

but anyways.

home again as usual.

gosh i need a break.

will be gone for quite some time.

i need to explore and find a new life.

so bless you reader

im outta here for a bit.

This world,this kingdom,we have made it so

ugly,full of suprises,so cruel, and so ill.

what have we done?

peter piper poked his pipe at U.

2009-05-09T13:00:00.002+08:00

It's saturday.

And im feeling fucked up.

oh mum's day tmr.

nigga-.-

life dont stink.we make it stink.

2009-05-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

On this day of my confirmation.

i would be pleased to see my close ones

giving me a hug and telling me

congratulations and taking pictures

just as important as graduating from college of whatsoever.

but none came

except the further ones.

That moved me to tears and appreciated them more.

i told myself,

i may be made fun of

being fat,annoying

or having a change in myself

by devoting myself to god.

but i guess this is it.

i love myself.i need my ego.

i need my god.

Im the person who loves attention.

but some people dont see it.

i guess i'll move to the other side and let others notice me

and love me for who i am.

right now.

im like a cat,who seems perfect

and capable of standing up "9"

times.but one day

im just gonna fall back down and who is

gonna clean me up and comfort me

my mum? god?

either then that i dont its enough.

i just need my truth to be here.

beside me and telling me its gonna be ok.

i love to be loved by everyone.

why is it me telling others its gonna be ok.

what happened?

im happy.but only half of my heart says its ok

and the other half needs a support.

my feelings mixed up just like fruit punch.

2009-04-28T11:31:00.003+08:00

+went to church on sunday+

i met S for awhile at night at simei.

then i went to meet the faggOts.(juz kidding)

if i were to say i were to meet the boys i would sound like a slut,

if i were to type each and everyone's name it'll be too

long winded.

whatever.

anyhooos,

haiya,school is school i feel my pratical swedish massage.

i missed out two important lessons last week due to my dying-ness

fever and flu.

but haiya.tsk.haiyaaa.sadded.sobS.

anyway i met tracy at eastpoint la then Cj came

hopped onto his car drove to melville park

thinking jac would answer his phone but she was asleep.

so dins came.leps for quite long i guess.

me and tracy were talking and laughing like some orang giler.talking

about the bitchy kinky funny tymessss..

then tracy and cj had to leave:(

leaving mE this monkey

playing and singing his guitar.

so romantic la.

NOT

his was playing land before time "if we hold in together"

lame.dino and his saurs uh.

we talked about some mysterious flen our ours

and God came inside and bands and my fucked up past.

went home at 1 am.

obviously i kena from ah Bu.

cause got school today.

but straight away i fly to my bed and tidur lor.

bye.

bui tahan si bei jua.

2009-04-25T15:06:00.003+08:00

its like sooo freakin hot.

i accidentally pressed some view page something.

and i cant see my fucking toolbars as per normal.

i can la but only if i move the mouse upwards.

yes would somebody help me and not tell me im stupid.

anyways im so fucking tired idont even know

why im up so early

when i only came back at 7.

tonned the whole nighty with dins,roobs,far eyes.ah goos,assri.and chesterunited.

lame la when they were playing some cheer game.

it amazed me how enthu ah goos was and "he could really cheer,

he should really join my cheer club we could make a team,

don't hate us cause we are beautiful well,

we don't like you either"

yesh k warteva.

im still down with the flu.

so i sound like i cant prounce the N.

i realised i dint take out my camera

the whole night.great no pics.

kiss me,hold me,love me.

2009-04-24T19:01:00.002+08:00

Sick.

down with flu and fever.

but thanks to MC

i can rest at home without worry.

if not i have school till 6,but councelling at 5

and then 7.30 for church.have to

squeeze my sched.busy balls.

actually i want to go to school to go through some stuff

before exam on monday.

oh wells.

after church

meeting up with dins

and going to tracy's crib

leps with les and the rest.

missing DEE AND MEL:(

im a penis.

2009-04-21T01:12:00.003+08:00

So,i met tracy and Jac N yestd,

leps.
went home for awhile
met Dins and Ruben.FINALLY the two of you uh.
leps for awhile cause got school.
school today,
then went down to Ep.
Met ruuuBs,agus bonita,faiz and his soul mate,jasIon
my far far distant familia back in the province of phlips.
anddddd tracy and mieks chao class early to meet me.
had fun!
I is biker chickz seh,i ride with havianas flops je.

ps: Is time bringing us closer or drifting us apart,stop being a motherF

changi night and whats a friday without dee and boggey!!!!????

2009-04-18T03:24:00.003+08:00

Supposed to met josh early but i had a good sleep
till 8 plus coming 9.So by the time i wanted to meet him
he couldn't,as usual gonna play Big bro Gangsta and and with
the GodFatherS and Assasin.
take care la you,your hand or head kena cut
what i explain to your sis?!
so i met up with Dino at 11,walked to tmart
get fags
and off to visit Tracy ann.she's sucha a darling la.
so excited to see me and so am i.
haha,we leps at the road for about 45 mins?
Dino kept bugging me to go on an adventure with him-.-
tracy had to leave and thennn no choice
follow that bugger for his adventure.
Fucking don't want to go OCH laaa.
Two of us only k.But LUCKILY
the gate was closed,
stilll he asked me to walk thru this small path
touching the uluness of the tree and grass.hahaha
and asked me to take picture of us with MY CAMERA.
crazy go die la.
unwillingly he/we left.
gossip and rubbished out.
walk to Changi village to see Bapok.haha not much today.
but Dino love love love extra Ai the topic
of bapok.kept asking questions.
randomly the topic of aids came up,and my maths suck
cause we're estimating the amount of ppl who contracts
aids and die everyday of it.
yea whatever la,
and we walked down changi beach and its like pratically
our mouth din't stop moving every since we met.
rubbished out and cab back to my place,lend him some DVDehs.and
went back to our crib.
happee tymeeees behbeh.

Friday night whattodo?

2009-04-17T16:41:00.002+08:00

Went to school late as usual:D

and then swedish massage practice,

had a date with my counceller,

no actually is just concelling sessions

but hey its friday i'd prefer the word

"Date"

haha,im bored at home,dont know what dee up to.

call then i never pick up,call her twice never pick up,

msg me,took me so long to reply cause i was

busyw ith lunch,replied her then untill now no reply

-.-

bestah.

me and Bb talked about what's happening.

and talked and talked,we're so mad at each other

but theres something thats drawing us closer.

i guess its the truth that hurts at first

but makes it Better:)

Even if we're not together,becareful ya,

there are EYES watching your every step.

muahaha,love you boobies.

Mama mia here i go Again.

2009-04-15T00:14:00.004+08:00

Is blogger a something for you

to pour out all your emotions?
its like a human emotion trasher or something.
Because it's something annoyng that,
why so many people complain about how
tough and sucky their life is,when its nothing,like seriously
NOTHING.
get a life.
i'd rather stay at home and die of boredrom.
then You make yourself
so pityful and everyone has to waste 2 minutes of their
lifes reading someone else's complain.

(Seriously,Im not fat,im just bigger then posh and you.cool uh)
To come and think of it,Yes im complaining right now,
but this is a Need,im not complaining of My life.
im just texting out my feelings about blogger and other people.
Yes if your sad about stuff its alright,everyone is human.
but like HELLO, your gonna tell everyone that
your life sucks everyday and this and that,
i' rather you get out of blogger and Do something about your life
then just yak about it.You suffer we suffer more.
on a lighter note but still the same topic.
you complain how pathetic your life is,how would you like us to help you?
is it gonna change for the better?
i doubt so for SOME people.they say etc:ohh thank you very much
for your accompany.But still Today im gonna blog how
disturbing and fucked up my life is.
NOTHING IS GONNA CHANGE MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER.
Blame others,but dont blame yourself? Argh,thats rubbish.
You have the choice to stand up and make it work then
you blame others for hurting your life.
yessss as i said,also in my previous post about my mum,
i chose to get angry because i was hurt and affected im human afterall
especially if it's your mum,but anw,but i also chose to to say that
i hope she doesnt do it again,which means im not partly blaming her.
people make mistakes.But not allllll the time if you don't try.
so Get a life people,Be happy and be Free,its a free world.
do the right way to make you and others happy.
Choose a choice.

Gossip: D msged meeeeee.im back with S.wooo.im sHorry.

how?

2009-04-12T23:04:00.002+08:00

I have school tomorrow!

OH my goodness,its been so long im not prepared.

i havent studied and im afraid to bump into

S in school.

me and s are not in talking terms,i guessed i ruined everything.

we were so happy.

Fuck la.

oh and btw the recent post is edited.i really take back what

i said.

i Love my mum,alot its just that i hate it when she has no time for me.

im missing S so so much.

i dont know whats new

but i went shopping at topshop today? Ha.whatever.

IM gonna Die soon.

im so lost.

FUCK YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND MYSELFFFF

2009-04-11T12:12:00.003+08:00

THIS IS A FUCKING SHIT FUCK

FUCKING FUCKED UP HOLIDAY.

MY MUM WENT TO ENJOY AT SABAH WITH

HER DIVE MATES,

MY FATHER WENT TO THAILAND ALONE TO RELAX

AND ME? ALL I DO IS FUCKING STAY AT HOME

AND DO NOTHING.I SAID OK,

WHEN MUM COMES HOME SHE WOULD BRING ME OUT.

AND ITS FUCKING SATURDAY.

SHE HASNT HAD THE TIME FOR ME

SINCE SHE CAME BACK FROM

HER DIVE.AND OBVIOUSLY SHE HAD FUN

BECAUSE SHE SAW WHAT SHE WANTED TO SEE

FOR THIS TRIP

AND COULD EVEN MADE A DVD FOR THE WHOLE TRIP.

YEAPPPP SHE HAD FUN AND SHE'S TANNED!

ARGHHHHHHH IM SO FUCKING ANGRY.

ALL SHE CAN DO IS WORK AND GO DO HER NAILS AND HAIR

AND WHATEVER SHIT!

IM SO FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW

THAT I COULD EVEN SAY I HATE HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I THOUGHT SHE WOULD BE BETTER.

BUT SHE'S DOING IT AGAIN TO ME!

Real women have curves.

2009-04-07T14:28:00.001+08:00

And im Very bored.(cursing inside)

very very bored:)

palm sunday

2009-04-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

Its 1:01 am now.
which means its Holy Week.
im trying to stay as pure as i can'__.'
remember to fast people,which includes of Not harming
your body by smoking.and we pray and Love your enemies.(this part
is soo not me) But its better to try and be that way.
im so tired and finally i've been going out.
i don't like staying out anymore.its so different
right now.
however,i miss suf,ruben and Dino.
i've knew them for such a short
period but they were there for me.
especially always giving me
good company to places where it's
kinda Inconvenient and i don't know.....
i just miss and love them sooo much.their somehow important in my life.
cause their just Guys,Guys are fun.we're like brothers.
im gonna cry.And including Agus whom also i couldn't stand
his attitude but his sucha a darling sometimes.so cute.
his my casa bonita.
And my sister love,none other then Ruth,mel,dee,ann,jerica,sher,bern,larve and
Leshia=/
i fucking love you all.
but whats come first whom suppose to be written wayy
over the top is,god and family.
i love life.and life is too short to be angry.
its hard sometimes but how hard
can it be if you don't open up your wings,
cause you might never know how HIGH you can fly.

And the guy that im dating now is awesome
his not perfect in my eyes,but only cause its YET.
I love you S,dont let me down!!!!
=.) (hahhahaha,boggey and dee,you
know what im referring too right mmmOley)
so mean la.
anyway my love goes out there to also Iggy and jon and sasi and tracy.
my classmates my ex classmates.
my teachers and my maid.
life is wonderful,really wonderful,dont destroy every
bit of it,Please,im also refering to Recycling your
goods.save our planet earth.

1800-423-2000

2009-04-03T13:18:00.000+08:00

Kiss my ass 8)

wo xian zai zuo she me ne? hao men wor.

2009-03-30T20:06:00.002+08:00

How fucked up i feel now.

Supposingly to go watch movie

and i even asked baby if he wanted

to meet us.he said anything.

wahlao was looking forward to see mah fwenz

and B.

Prob im going to meet Teh-si(Tracy:)

and jac nonis and Cj lor.

or rot at home.Again and Again.

called Mel she also cannot meet but

what a good reason la.

sometimes we give fucked up excuses

the last minute.

Anyway its the lent season im really really

trying my best to keep calm.

im home Sick.not homesick,

home Sick.

so i've been reallly really moody

and stressed out lately i hope

i dont go back to my old grumpy ways

im sooo doing good kay after

4 months of councelling sessions.

plus B drives me crazy sometimes.(tsk aiyah sorry la last min cannot meet)

but he makes me really happy.

looking forward to seeing dee and mel tmr.

bye world.

hold me in you arms and never let go.

2009-03-27T08:34:00.004+08:00

Baby just left my house for work.His super duper late,he starts work at 7

and its already 8.30. he came last night and then we slept.

it annoys me sometimes cause he ask to much questions and

pulls the blanket,then when i pull it back he covers the blanket over my face.WTF?

litterally just cover my WHole body.always okay.

anyway,i have no plans today cause he finishes work at 11 pm then starts 9am to 3 am tmr.Poor thing. He came straight from work last night just to

see me<3<3<3

its okay can spend money on me.Wooohooo:D

I trully mully wully fully kully

really,lobe to meet my friends.

especially, Mel and Dee.

what happened to sher and ruben and everyone!?!

hello IM STILL ALIVE YOU KNOW.CALL MEH.

Anyway to all brokenhearterzzz out there

especially My DEAREST bestfriend larve Darling

You know im always here.

NOOOO its not ok to be brokenhearted,so

dont lie if your ok.

Or dont lie if you wanna thank

that someone for those memories,

because Its just not Ok.

but you know whats OK?

Me=ok

no matter what,im always here

even if your a stranger.

dont live life for someone else.

live life for Yourself and God.

But seriously i love being single.

im still single Btw for those who thinks im a attached.

i love it this way xD

muah!

check on me tonight.

2009-03-26T21:32:00.004+08:00

(fACebOoK fEr MorE pICz CaN oR nOtz)

im dying of boredrom.literally dying.

how sad my life is during the hols.

sometimes i really wish i wasnt the only one in ITE

i really wish me and my close ones are in the same college.

haiyerrrr.wahpiangz.sad la.

thursday.

2009-03-26T15:51:00.001+08:00

its the fucking hols,and nobody wants to go out with me.wow.

Monday blues.

2009-03-23T16:51:00.004+08:00

(Yes i know my boobs is bigger then dee's face.)

recap on Friday night.

me and dee were two sober humans

at clarke quay sobering

an laughing at the back alley.

boohooo to mee

hahahahahahah to her.

i had plastic bags beside me on my bed.

Im having my hols right now.

7hrs at church,meditating and praying

home for feast

and tracy at her new ulu cum nice cum ulu cum cozy cum ulu cum Cooool house:)

traZy sucha nice person to hang out with,very

good company and lepak partner.

Whole night with S last night.

his beautiful.

gonna meet my bestfriends after i mediate

bye.

emodazetodayz

2009-03-21T21:06:00.003+08:00

you hunged up on me over afew shots,
i needed you.
and now you leave me here wondering.
what the fuck am i suppose to do now!?!?
i really really hate that i love you.
i swear,i love being single.but Why you why now?

A FATTY SITUATION

2009-03-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

its hard to decide if your given a choice.
but its the choice you make that
makes you what you are now.

pfft, i've been made fun of and given as an example
for being fat,twice,today.
FAT,the word fat just Annoys me so much.
why on earth would anybody invent the word FAT.
it's hurtful,painful,and rude.
it doesnt affect me "Much" but
its really not a very nice thing to say it to someone
whom is Yes,already this SIZE.like Hello,yea hi,you dont
have to remind me that im fat,cause i Know and see myself every
fucking day every fucking hour and basically
my whole life.so whuddup bitches!?
I eat,im fat,im not eating you ask.WHY ARENT YOU EATING? OR
WOULD YOU WANT A SWEET,friend????:)
Crazy fuckheads whose brains have been dugged
out over and over again.
YOU PEOPLE ARE RUDE.
YOU TELL ME-"OMG SORRY I REALLY DIN'T MEAN
WHAT I SAID,I DIN'T THINK BEFORE I TALK"

THEN LET ME TELL YOU THIS YOU TWIT"
YOUR SORRY I FORGIVE YOU,
BUT WHY WOULD I FORGIVE YOU IF YOU
DIN'T THINK BEFORE YOU TALK?
ISN'T IT IMPORTANT TO THINKKKK FIRST?
AND THIS IS WHY THIS SHITTTT HAPPENS?
well seriously.fuck off.I MEAN OFFF.
stay out of my life,i cant change people
but i cant change myself.
Dont talk to me if you think
you cant handle me.
im me.your you.
I can be the bitchies or some say THE FATTEST SLUT.
BUT you CANT CHANGE ME.
i,ONLY MEEEE can change myself.got that.
singaporeans,should change their
minds set about how people look.

ex oh ex oh
fat slut....

pfft.

2009-03-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

i dont know if i really want you S,im kinda missing D alot right now.

what do you want S? do you really want us? tell me.i need to know.

its all very special.

2009-03-14T13:53:00.003+08:00

saturday afternoon goes well with some

Loud,Good Trance by Dj tiesto

and Lime juice.Ahhhh.

this the shizz mun.

miss DEE and Mel

and Jerry and Ruth and Ann

and Leshia

and Bernice whom flew to

sawadeekaaa land.

i miss you D,i hope you'll be a better person.

HAHAHAHAHAH sheesha last night.

my booger friends.

hot hot heat

2009-03-05T21:01:00.002+08:00

My wisdom tooth is growing
i miss ruth and Ann.
im craving for pub hoping.damnnn friLay anyonez?
besides these,my funny feeling is here again.
S,i like you but i'd rather wait for D even
if me and D are just gonna stay as friends.
your too serious.i need someone whom i can really Talk
and Laugh everyday.And only D can really really make me
this comfortable.I'm sorry,so sorry.

what the fuck.

2009-03-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

number 1.
im never ever gonna meet this fucking kecOak again.
EVER,PLEASEEEE.

Anyway lately i've been out with mah homies.
their great people.
seriously,im not kiddin.
i really thank them for respecting me and
making me laugh without fail.

Soooo,friday nights and weekends as usual.
funny kind of screwed up weekends.
Except for my Saturday this time-JesuSSSS.
school tomorrow and i still wanna study for the night.
sooooo tara.god bless you all.
i love you!

CASA BONITAAA CASA BONITAAAAAAAAA.

A good tired feeling week part II

2009-02-26T23:18:00.006+08:00

Good looking huh?
But what if i told you that this man
has no arms no legs.

Be inspired....

This is the man that inspires me so much everyday,
watch him on youtube and his own webbie.
Donr forget,i love you too.
BE INSPIRED!!!!

A good tired feeling week.

2009-02-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

I've been sooo tired.but so eager to go to school.
im starting to love school.
or is it cause im looking forward to a new day.
whatever it is,i end my day with a prayer
and a smile on my face.no im not retarded smiling to
myself.But just to keep it mind,whatever i do.
i must be happy.
I thank my friends,my closest and not my closest,
my long distant friends for being there for me.
or rather being happy makes me happy.
SPEAKING OF LONG DISTANT FRIENDS.
I miss my two bestfriends soo much.
Ruth and Marieann.
god bless ya'll.

thursday afternoon

2009-02-19T14:13:00.003+08:00

i feel so bad cause i din't go to school today.

I wanna go,but i feel so lathargic,is that how you spell?

but anyway,

this is the choice i made,not going to school.so

now i have to come up with Money

to get an MC.damn nigga.]

But its not the MC,is how much

im missing out in school even just for a day

and my attendance is

crazy.

im very,moody right now,

i wanna swim and go tanning.

argh.

Im looking out my window,

such a nice day today,no haze and its So sunny.

I was telling dee how nice my neighbourhood is.

its so peaceful(apart from some idiots)

is so clean and greeen.

i love it:)

but anyway reader,

i just wanna tell you.

look on the bright side on everything.

i guarentee you,it feels so good.

don't give up,im still here if you need me.

till then enjoy(the right way)

I LOVE YOU(HUGSSSS)

choice

2009-02-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

Even if you happen to be someone i dont know,
i'd still give you a hug and tell you i love you.
because im a person,i have freedom,there's no reason to love.
because this is how it is.Love is Love.
Your beautiful no matter how you look.
I dont care if you smell wierd,your short,tall,fat or thin.
I'll still be here for you.
If your just one step more to gving up.
I will be the one to save your life.
I'd pick you up and tell you.I still love you.
No matter what happens to you, You have a choice,to live this lifestyle,or to Change for the better.
till then,take care.

twilight zone

2009-02-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

my aunty just asked me for a cigg.
my hair is short.
my head fucking hurts.
i hate the haze.

im missing someone.
im tired.
i need to puke.
i want to lose more weight.
im happy.
cause xin er said i lost weight.
AND SHE WAS SHOCKED OK.SHOCKED!
i love my friends.
i fought with my dad cause of someone.
im not blaming that someone,its my dad.LaH.
i cant think of anything.

lovestoned

2009-02-15T20:57:00.002+08:00

finally v'day's over.
yes!!!
anyway,dee suf ruben and Dino
has been staying over at my place
for the past 2 days,
i love them,their such darlings(says in in english accent)

im guilty,i like you.

if you have no face i'd still look you into your heart.

2009-02-12T22:28:00.002+08:00

If everyone were just to look and remember me
as the fat girl,then i dont see the point of living.
because it makes it seem we fat people are unwanted here
and we're made fun of.
i'd rather not live then to put in so much effort
just to show you how truly nice i am
but you still dont appreciate it because im
FAT.
And yes,i would take this hard because.
the slightest "joke" that you people
make about fat people like me.
are seriously not Funny.
And there's my favourite saying
"If you Judge people,You have no time to love them"
so if those people were to have have aids or some kinda
digusting harmful contagious disease i bet you people would
run for your lifes cause i guess fat people scares you enough.
this is sad.really sad.

love=9+clouds+you

2009-02-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

Ok its soo true that i felt moody
these few days cause i knew i was going to have
my period,i mean,it should come,i havent had for like
er months.
Anyway so yes indeed i stained my uniform which is white.
and now that im feeling relieved and bloated but hungry
most of the time,
I tell myself to look on the brighter side of V day.
V day's not all about just you and me thingee.
its about All of us,friends and family.
just use V day as a special time to
express your love for someone like your
parents and friends!
my girlies like dee knows i how much
i hate Vday,like seriously detest.
but im so proud of dee,she found someone.
and for that.Im not so selfish
i got all my attached ladies a gift
for V day.
And myself...its gonna be a new haircut.i hope
i wont regret or else.I WILL HATE V DAY
FOR THE REST OF MY ENTIRE LIFE!

Angel from my nightmare,i miss you,miss you.

butterflies in my tummy

2009-02-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

My party was great.
i thank you all for coming and giving
some mega love+fun.
these past few days has been
suf dino ruben and lil of their clan.
me and dee and some mel
ittybitty of our Gworld.
i love live but somehow,
i hate it.

Why do i feel funny whenever i see you.
and right now im missing you.
i hate this feeling.
argh i can't seem to stop feeling this way.

soulja girl

2009-01-31T16:58:00.012+08:00

SOME piks on Flylay light
eski bar and indochine.
mmmm
thank you bby
for accompany-ing me home
im sorry again.

Its my party and i'll fuck if i want to.

2009-01-26T14:22:00.000+08:00

ok la this is how the invatation looks like
its 2nd to 3rd feb
chalet 34N

and it says,
"Do you like t part? Do you know how to party?
Then come on down to
National Service and Country club to celabrate Janelle's 17th Birthday
Till then we Boogey down.

more details contact
Janelle
94889863
Melissa
81025124

Omg and the money is rollin innnnn.

catch money.

2009-01-25T02:16:00.002+08:00

Rules for chinese new year
especially for money minded freakos.
1)If you know your going to get $4 or $2 like every year
this year and every other year reutrn back the same amount

2)Wait for the person to give you hong bao first then you give.

3)feel the hong bao,is it thick or thin.
thats the trick
if its thin prob a $10 note
or maybe $2 in a big packet.
if its thick,
maybe they fold the money untill it feels like its
like wah got many many money inside wor.
later you open.hahahaha 2 $2 folded.
sickening right.

4) always bring pen
to write the name of the person who
gave you the hong bao.then you can
prepare for revenge next year

5)go toilet and check the hong bao.

6)for children give abit more
for adults.dont give face

7)the people you dont like just give orlane.
hahahahhaa.i dont know
im beginning to be more and more lame.

im bored so thought i put up some Facts
about this season.
CNY
waiting for S to come ober to talk or end up sleeping.
im craving for lala land now.
i've been dreaming about lexx for the past 2 days
:(

helpless

2009-01-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

I remembered i was falling asleep while
blogging last night.
And when i just read my last post,
i have no idea what was i saying.
the first paragraph yes,
but the last two..????

anyway i dint mention
i saw todd,
and finally met yao hong alvin and iggy
and whoever la whatever la.
we were at cine and me and mel was like
eh i dont like this place la
its just not us.
we're not this kinda cool ya know.
lets go somewhere else.
then we planned to go K box
me dee and mel.
We were like.Huhhhh, 25++
for each person.
"anything la i dont mind,go or dont go"
and i said
" You know what...(laughing)
lets just go.i have this feeling we're gonna have
fun"
AND WE DID.we FUCKING did.

we are family.

2009-01-17T03:34:00.002+08:00

why we're family,because we breath in each other's
dead skin cells.
yup.

I change my make up like 2,3,4 times a day.Everyday i mean.
and at the end of the day my eyes hurt like,i dont know man its
just not funny,
poor eye,its gonna pop out!

Adding,its 3.40AM
im still awake when i woked up
at 6.15 laters:)

my eyes are like.wooooo! woooo!
but its ok laa.

hyper too tired.

2009-01-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

school is school,
school is tough,
school is fun,
school is tiring,
school is big.
Im tired.sooo tired,i've never felt tired
for so long,due to the holidays i guess.
but school is big,im not used to it.

I miss this,serious shit,I fucking miss this.

its me ME me Me.this world is selfish.and its gonna be Me.

2009-01-12T00:41:00.002+08:00

And when i said like mother like daughter.
i swear.its the Truth,
i saw my mum's wrist.she Slit it.and its all bruised up:(
Anyway,i wrote a letter to xoxo,and obviously
its love.
but i dint pass it to him,
i passed it to boggey so that she can keep it.
too bad it was found by someone
and was read out to everyone,and everytime i think
about it.like Now, it gives my goosebumps.
like fuck.what will happen.
But to look on the brightside,
everyone has feelings and someone to love.
Still, thats really personal and it was read out to people
whom i DON'T trust and not close too.
seriously wtf.

And the remedy to calm myself down is
im lying on my Love nest,
my room's beautifully done.
i love it.
i chill in it.
i have sex on it.
Its D love nest man.
Im having my room warming.
teehee.

the purest and most thoughtful minds are those who love colours.

2009-01-08T03:01:00.002+08:00

Its frieakin 3.
i have school,
and school is not easy man.
And whats keeping me awake are my parents.
this never ends despite how much they love
each other.
FIGHTS!
My drunked yet Hardworking dad
and the strongest women and Loving
mother
(man heart)+(dramatic)x(CRAZYYYY)=xtra crazy physically violent fight.
its really a very,dumb story to begin with.
but My grandpa was kicked on the stomach with full force.
my mum's always physical and agressive.
And suicidal.
Like mother like daughter.
she slashed her throat,
she smashed glasses and started
swimming in them like
A mad women.
She punched my dad and kicked and slap
and Stab him with a scissors on his arm.
And thats when my dad's boiling point
hit right at the tip to his head.
blood rushed...and BAMMMMM
a big kiss to my mum's face.
i couldnt blame my father for slapping her
even though my father was to be blame
from the begining.But still not really.
why,
why does he have to drink so much everyday.
And Why does my mum have to take things so
hard on herself.
schools here and im already starting to feel
stressed up and completely Busy.
Balance up my studies,pass Gp(guidance programme)
CCA'S coming and Friends,I haven seen dee and mel in like
what? anyway and Family.
where's the life? THIS is THE life.

booo yayyyy boooo yayyyy boooo.

2009-01-05T22:45:00.004+08:00

Ok, I know,of all pictures,
why do i have to put this one up.
But of all the ne zha hor,
this one very handsome.
23 already,getting married next month.
so handsum.

Anyway,
Today was my first day at ITE
ONE WEEK OF ORIENTATION
and today was already insane.
lucky i know quite a number of people there.
if not i'll be lonley.
im really gonna take this course seriously
cause one of my senior,wait Two,
won gold medals from the World skill competition 08
and they truly inspired me.
Number one,the spoked like ladies,
number two, they look professional and
well groomed
number 3 if they can do it.why not me:)
I wont just say it.cause i know i mean it.
wish me good luck for the rest of the year!
te-ra.

you got my goin.

2009-01-03T16:41:00.003+08:00

Last night was crazy.
and i miss you J.

And thanks sher for doing my blog again.
you know how much i suck at it.
only know how to talk so much.
And upload pictures is not bad already k!
i miss you,
bern,
larve,
leshia
and
arvind

cho kute.

strengthless

2009-01-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

It doesnt bother me much

if you dont love me.
cause its me,that i love you:)
i've got other things to be sad and
think and do of.
But just to think of you completes me.

My bestfriend's gone back for good again.
It was just a hug goodbye with no tears flowing from
me.
cause i know she'll be good.
i love her so much.
and miss her everyday.
i pray hard for her safety,and in health
and school.
how time flies
like i said
"just another day becomes another New year"
live to the fullest and well.
it was really just a fast hug and goodbye.
that's what scares me.i dont know why.

2009 here i come.

2009-01-01T04:44:00.001+08:00

Number 1.

"Fuck you"
"But i love you"

Number 2.
I'll miss you sooo fucking much.

Number 3.
I invited all of them to sentosa cove.
But we had to leave early.
cause of my sister
she Wasnt STAYING!
SHE DINT TELL ME
and she wanted me home cause of my probation
my mum was drunk and screamed at me over
the phone.
sooo I SCREWED THINGS UP.
how great.
seriously i feel sooo fucking bad.
And my camera had no batteries when we
reached there.Great.
Sooo when i plugged in my cam
to my lappie
i found thisAnd it looks like its belongs to charles.
the only person holding on to my cam at that
time was Josh.
Your and idiot.
im kiddng:)
i love you
and all!
thanks and sorry guys.
i love you boggey!

bizzare love triangle

2008-12-29T02:20:00.000+08:00

i miss L,But cannot.

I love A,But deff imposible
I like J.we'll see how it goes.
S,is falling in love with me
but me dont love you leh
how.

4TH DAY OF CHRISTMAS
BUT NO PRESENT.whats this.
Boyfriend dont have,want to say girlfriend also dont have.
sianz.im ah lian la.
ah lian love to fight and fang make up only ah.

merry christmas.

2008-12-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

woo.merry christmas,
awww i love alexx.

Oh my God.

2008-12-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

It felt as i i ruled the world.
But hey i ruled Zouk for the past half and hour.
you have no idea how it felt.
people cheering and and giving their response.
their Happy faces and dancing with me
And my best friends giving me their support and.
NO this isnt an award.it was the event at zouk.
and i survived again.
seriously partied hard man.
wo0.
ok i really lost my voice
imma man for the time being.

lost bitch.

2008-12-22T12:29:00.000+08:00

Zouk tonight,underaged party ballz:/
but its ok.
Despite that.... imSICKKKK.

intensed lovin'

2008-12-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

I've been so busy lately!
I've got so many things to do but so little time!
But seriously,most of the "things'' is for me.
I've only done my pedi,
mani tomorrow morning,
then eyebrows
friends and church
Then on monday
by time i dilly delly
Zouk for the night.
i HAVE to worry about my probation again which
really spoils mood
aww man.
and i have no idea what to do on christmas,
yes obviously without a doubt im celebrating at home on 24th
till late
25th Ally's birthday party
at some funtion room
Which means I NEED NEW
CLOTHES AND HEELS.
26th Interview at ITE
PLEASEEE PRAY FOR ME that
i'll be able to get in to beauty course.PLS PLS PLS
i need to get materials and measurements for my
chiongsam.
plan my birthday.
And Ruth will be going off in another 2 more weeks.
which i really need to balance up
on both her and my other friends,
like mel,clique,and jerry.
People,this is serious shit man.
so pardon my MOooOdyness.
I love ya'll so much:)

you lumbieboy.

2008-12-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

I don't know if its you.but i got you on my wallpaper anyway.

'N'LEVEL RESULTS TOMORROW
OH NOOOO:(

oohyeah!

2008-12-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

Dirty dancing to shuffle to jumpstyle and More tecktonik, I had the time of my life its has really been long sinced I stayed out late and party. Thanks sher,bern and,alicia,ruben,chester,kat and leshia. And oh,Bernice tan actually clubbed this time, strictly no phone on her Hand and in fact,she actually pestered me to dance. "DANCE LA JANELLE,DANCE!" my hoohoo partner is making it to hottest top list ballz. I really had fun yesterday despite how pathetic the party was. toodles.

i miss the ol' ice skating life i had.
Michelle kwan the greatest.

you have lipstick on your collar, dog.

2008-12-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

Like seriously life's never been better.
I'll upload the video on the suprise
thingee for ruth's arrival.
ITS HILARIOUS.
Tears of joy man.
i had the house all to myself
then jac came.and we rehearsed and smoke.
and then the doorbell rang.
Fucking hell me and jac panicked cause
we just lighted up a cigg and having a good go.
then Ruth's godma was like OPEN UP
its meeee.
then blahhh
FINALLY
tash and nique came.
it took us like fucking 45 mins to discuss
how it will go and where to hide and blahh
ended up all hid in the same place.
DENG DENG DENG DENGGGG
ruth on-ed the all the lights
and talked to herself
"omg look at this place"
and we all ran towards her like
a herd of bulls screaming
just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
when we were suppose to say
WELCOME HOME.
well,all's good.
meeting jac at 10.50 am
and 11 for ruth
and 11.15 for tash and nique
reunit as 1
im hUppy mUn.

AND HOMECLUB TONIGHT.Whoo
tck all night long

I MISS MEL AND DEE THOUGH.

hoochiekoochie girls.

2008-12-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

Prat- i've been staying home but going out too.
life's good.
Why carry so much burden when im only 16?
But also i've learnt so much from past mistakes.
Im confident and Proud to say.
I've become a better person.
I've finally met up with dee the other day.
And not even a quarter of class 4/1
but it was good to at least see
mai*star,King kong,gaya3(IT'S HER BIRTHDAY today)
and my baobei siewling and Xin er and and Boggey101
how could life get any better,
especially when my relationship with my family.
like really 10 thumbs up.
Been damn layback and calm.

Whats making my heart pump every time i think about
is(DRUM ROLLSSS)
R.U.T.H is coming back ballz.
i thank the lord so much.I bet im gonna have a really
good christmas and new years.

Talking about relationship.
this is so wierd but it isnt me at all.
i've been single for monthssssss.
and yet i can't get over L
it just keep pulling me back.
i have no idea what to do.
But like i said,
what could i ask for more?
im happy:D
I love life,
my family,
God,
my Friends.

Bring back the memories.

2008-12-10T02:12:00.000+08:00

I finally felt your hand in such a long time.
this electric current was travelling around my vessels.
it felt the same like a girl's first kiss.

I miss you,and love you,still.

A.E.I.LOVE.U

2008-12-09T00:05:00.000+08:00

Its because i love'd you before makes me so sure
that no one loves you like i do.she's gonna dump you soon.
I love you like no other and am still thinking of you like ol' times.
How mean i can get,but i want whats best for you.
However this simple words that i often say to you when you
were troubled, If your happy im happy,you know who to go to if
you need someone to talk to.
i love you like how the first time we got close.i couldn't get my eyes off you.
you always made my cheeks hot and made my heart pump faster and faster.
And how long i've waited before,isn't a big deal for me now.

GET ME A DILDO AH AH AH YES YES YES!

1 more sin to hell

2008-12-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up and went to
Carl's junior for breakfast/lunch with mum
at east coast
then met sher
to go Bedok skate park
for bicycle competion(stunt bikers shit)
just me and sher to meet rueben.
this really cute guy that's sher's been contacting recently.
so obviously there would be BOYS Boys and More bOYs.
it was really a cute competition cause
its considered really small althought
you'll be amazed by this unknown competition had really a
number of people signing up.
it was really old school,
the organisers which was
hosted by the Bedok riders itself(regulars)
brought their own mike
and find their own wood ramps confirm from market
and Cones that are also confirm stolen.
haha then
then saw joshua from wayyy oppostie
and he rode round and saw me and sher and sat down next
to me.it was soo funny
when he actually salam everyone like
OMG so popular or he anyhow one.
Ian was there toooo.
it was a good game untill it started to rain!

I MISS MELISSA MARIA LEE
AND
DENISE TAN!
HOOHOO YEA:)

i wish.

2008-12-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

There's a number of things i would like to do/get

by/for Christmas.
so here's the list,

Number 1,
I wished i could fight for love right now
but it is totally impossible.
so i would really wish L
would understand how much i've gone through
for her.And am still is.
i want her for christmas and years to come,with love.

Number 2,
I WANT TO GET INTO THE
COURSE I WANT.BEAUTY THERPY:):):)
Im not going there for the uniform,im going there
to fucking learn how to groom myself and other people.
im just following my heart.
Ahlamak i talk so much don't know if i can get in or not.
ssssssssssssss.

Number 3.

i really love dr marts,as i grew up in em,so as my sister
and i love wellies(short for wellingtons)
cute kan? keke.(OMG)

Number 4.
i'll continue doing my best to be a good girl
and come home by 9,my fucking probation curfew.
anyway i hardly go out so ya.

Number 5.
I really wish. that i would be slim and fit and prettyyyy:)
i love skinny and no boobs girls.Actually i hate them cause im so
fucking jealous
look at kimora,

Please,to be mentioned,she's asian
Tall,big and a strong headed sucsessful
women and mother.
She's big yet sooo hot.
of course she's not so pretty without make up
and without the fake tan and tummy tuck and boob job(anti sag after breast feed)
btw i dint check it up but its so obvious.
anyway whatever la.i want to be like her
if you hate me cause of the way i look
and size
please donate to me some money for my
BR(breast reduction) and lipsuction even on my toes.
Thanks babes.

shop till i drop

2008-12-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

Estimation i spent nearly 3000+++ today
i bought this new Tod's fringe bag.i love it but mum loves
it more sooo she's gonna use it first.She threatened me.
she say im the one paying it soo i should be the one using it first.
Fair la,share share.Jessica simpson has the same one but the Suede one
Very Nice!!
Forget about topshop.i dont like topshop.
i went to perkins, british india, cotton on super(super cheap,i like)
zara and blahhhh and NOT EVEN A SINGLE MAXI
DRESS I FOUND. Only afew but Not nice.
my heart's torned apart.
AND I SAW CLIQUE
so happy:)

Alright dear readers
till here and god bless
xoxo

Don't forget me.

2008-12-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

If i were to tell you i still love you even though
you find it impossible over these months,
would you still try to believe it?
Its cuz i've been staying at home too much
made me did so much soul searching.
It made me came to realise that i
still love you,L.

Shoot me with a gun.if you have one

2008-12-02T02:48:00.000+08:00

Yes im crazy,
I'll srew you inside out
i'll fuck you up.
I'll pull you down with me.
you'll love me.

On a separate note,
i need to smoke sisha,sheesha,shisha,sha sha,
wtf?
I'd just say, hooka ya:)
need to chillllllll man.

i made up my mind,
its been real thoughts i've been having.
and i came to realise,
she's doesnt love you. I DO!
YES. i shouldn't have let you go
and you met someone new.
no.i want you.
i miss you.
i still,fucking love you!
(*amazed expression)
what? this is silly,
she's not head over heels over you.
I AM!
i just can't stand the sight of her.
that gives me a reason to ignore her.
we were more then bestfriends,
and thats why you could listen and
understand me,you dint have to worry much
cause i was with you everyday.
goodness!
i needed someone to laugh at my sillyness.
And you always did.
AND,
to confess about... Im just Jealous!!
yesss!
i want things to start over
Which is presently, impossible.
Your losing out baby.
just come with me.

Part II

2008-11-29T17:25:00.000+08:00

To boggey

I love you,you have been the greatest and most beautiful
girl i've ever met,
We've known each other for quite sometime
and you really do know what type of pattern i am.Haha
but really im so proud of you,
how You have grown into a mankiller! how jelous i get sometimes
Hmph!
But thats the point,your so beautiful and strong,whatever happens
you always give your best to smile and make others happy.
But no ones perfect right?
and thats why im always there for you.
And thank you for giving me the chance to be your bestfriend,
you trust me and you should know that you have all mine in and out.
your my bestfriend my sister my family..
your always welcomed in times of fun and trouble.
Even if your not there with me physically
which has been some time now,
you always take that little effort to
call or message me like just "boggey(:"
anything to let me know your there.
i appreciate it alot mel.
really,thank you and xoxoxoxoxoxo.

To ruth
Darl, we've been through so much
all these years.
Fucking 10 years girl.
despite that your in Australia
you make sure im alright,
you make sure if i eat well sleep well study hard
this and that.
Im lucky to get someone worry for me for
the past years while their miles and miles away.
and sometimes if im busy and dont reply to you online,
that lil thing that i know deep down,you never fail to greet me.
and when your in difficult times,it makes me feel fucking guilty
cause i cant be there for you.
Ruth, your beautiful and all so growned up
your peaceful and independant mind but crazy soul thats full of energy
makes me want to learn from you.
i cant wait to see you
and share our stories while we chill at our usuals
laugh at our past memories
and one thing i must say even
if you turn mental which you already are
most of the time when your with me
you always make sense.Always.
your sooo intelligent with great talents.
and should you-no MUST know,
your a piece of my heart.
if you ever fall and break a leg
cause of over-hypersomethingsomething case
i'll buy you all your favourite food everyday and
take care of you.
cause your really someone i care alot!

ps/ My other friends like my clique,
sher,bern,leshia,larve,arvind
I love all of you alright,cause if i dont have other friends
your the ones that make it work,each one of you are special in
your own ways.I always respect that.Thank you!

ps/ps/Marieann hong and xiaoqi
My closest too in times of trouble and fun,always talking about
our favourtie topic,clothes and girls and money and love.
we've gone our separate ways but i'll never
forget each of the moments we've had.

ps/ps/ps/Denise tan,Jerica,siewling baobei and xin er
Denise,
i only know i miss you
and you being crazyyyyy.
always laughing and cranky when
sleepy!
Jerica,
closest to me in sec 1 and 2
taught me so many things cause she's older.
a young mama now,you've gotten me in trouble
makes me want soo much to be a mother.
but looking at how strong your going,
i dont think i can catch up.
Siewling and xin er
both buddies
and my favourite classmates
always standing up for me.
thank you and i miss you!!!

busted.

2008-11-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

i cant say this to your face cause im already soooo fucked up
I felt really humiliated.
You get to go out with friends that you dont trust?
you know that you cant trust people because you yourself are not
trustworthy.
cause your doing it the same to me,and have i?
i am sad cause i fucking have a good heart i must say.
i have met many different people,
i should have been the one telling you what you have told me.
beause its You thats turning your back on me.And you know it.
i have Never everrrrr turn my back on you.
you go out with friends that you want to and forget that i exist.
i might not have much friends but i know that i'd never be like you.
i know how your like from your tip of your toes and finger and tounge.
and thats why never would i imagine you doing it to me.
xiaoqi now im telling you.This is life.
You want to live your fairytale.wake up.
you belive in karma,this is what you will get.
i always did.so maybe its time for me
yes i have bullied so this is why it explains that my life is like that now.
the people who have been bullied are much stronger people now.
so the next time your family might even turn their back on you.
you might never know.

On a heavier note,
those out there,
its alright to trust.
people would remember you as the trustworthy one.
for fuck whatever fuck happens.
at least You know deep down.
you got a good heart
Like jesus,
he trusted and gave his disciple chance after chance
after turning his back on him to david.
jesus was crucified but he still forgave and loved all the same.
i hope you keep jesus in mind and heart.
im a step forward to looking good,a better heart and new friends whom
i can trust,a new learning experience in life,theres really
a lifetime to come.
Live on.

4.22am say wutttt??

2008-11-29T04:22:00.000+08:00

While pretty slim girls party hard,find love meet love Make love and prat just,
have fun.with Friends.
I spent mine by prawning at Bottle tree.
come home smelling of,bloody-chicken heart,obviously prawns and barbeque.
i do this almost every night,
hmmm my hands are still wrinkled from too much water.
my life is awesomeeee!
i need to be inked and pierced.
On a separate note
i was thinking of adopting a child from a third world country,
my sister adopted one from Equador 2 years ago?
and he is sooo adorable.
he draws and write letters.super sweet.
its $50 a month (for a lifetime till their 18-22,adulthood)
and maybe a small money gift for their birthdays and christmas.
all are taught cathecism.
I cant wait to be mum too!

CRASH AND BURN

2008-11-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

Lonley galz,is missing her fewnz.
i reallly reallllly wonder how is it possible that
a handkerchief dress would be mixed up with Maxi dress.
omg!!!!!

I, if only i could take it up like a man.

2008-11-28T01:22:00.000+08:00

i am a lonley miserable bitch.
i went prawning last night.
i do not work
i dont have much friends/
i am using my new lappie which is old too.
i am making myself shiver by sitting right under my air con,why,
becauz i am bored,shiver helps to loose weight,i want to get sick and die,
its easier this way since im naked cauz i just had my bath.
i want to make new friends.
i need a new soul mate,its really time.
but.i dont like anyone.
i have no time for love.
i have alot of time.
i like beautiful make-up
i love maxi dresses.
i miss my small bit of friends i have,
i used to think 1 is enough,IT IS ENOUGH.
but im getting very lonely.
i am en eeeeeem0o ga;..
i like,i want,i love,i miss but i Hate my life.

SOS please someone help me,its not healthy to feel this way.

2008-11-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to break down of lonleyness.

i've never felt this lonley for a long time.

home24/7

2008-11-23T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hi,

if your planning to ask me out, Please

do not ask me to go so far and somewhere that would be too much fun

cause, i have to be home by 9. Fucking 9 o'clock ballz,

no more late nights..

This is shit-assss.

Its okay,i'll stay stongggg,just go on without me,but dont forget me.

I miss my lovely friends,

especially,boggey and homie.

i miss ya'll so damn much.

Muah!

harow.

2008-11-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

I MISS ME PHONE,i really really miss my phone,

the numbers,msges and piktures and the memories i have with the phone,

Naughty ones:)))

HAHAHA JOKes for that one.

AND THE DIOMANDS.

im gonna cry...

Yes as you can see,i lost my phone,my beautiful phone.

But 'll be getting a new sim card though.Still using same number,

just need to slowly restore numbers.

Love ya'll!

10 years and still going strong,even when we're miles away.

CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU!

And even though you've moved on it gets so hard to walk away.

2008-11-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

I guess another lonley sunday:/

Mahjong with diana and rachel lim

in the evening though.

I miss,ruth,ann,josh.

BOGGEY(even though i see ALL the time)

Xq(even though i dont even see you thats why i miss you)

Arvind(my homie,wuvv you,AND THOUSAND appologies

i lost your photo in my waller,i think i dropped it! im sorry

LARVE DARLINGGGG(I MISS YOUR LOVLEY VOICE AND YOUR NONSENSE)

Leshia(..................................................................................................hehe)

Sher( i miss you being like a dumb blonde? hahahahah)

Bern( "SHE VERY PRETTY LEHHH" OMG OMG OMG")

JIA QIAN(super....i..n..n..o..c..e..n..t...)

hush.

2008-11-12T00:24:00.001+08:00

I am still not talking to my dad since like forever,we got into like

and arguement.its just very rocky between us,daughter and father.

And its not like being enemies with your Friend,its your father.

on a sidenote,his not even my real father.SOO that makes it worst.

Cause i treasure him alotttt,his the breadwinner of the family(is that what you call,breadwinner?) Hmm whatever. Im espcially stubborn and can be a super Bith.

(i already am but Super) so i do not appologise if im not in the wrong,Partly.
Well, i just hope everything goes well Soon.Cause i can never run away.

And:

Everytime i blush when i see or hear him, ok its either on gossip girls or on Magazines or on the net.gaahhhh.
Oh Ed.
I like Ed,it's the other way round meaning,Eating Disorder, I really like it.hmmm.

I really really need to catch up with some good ol'friends.cause 1 IM GETTING BORED

and 2 i miss them,its too many of them.i'll have to get the list!!I miss XQ! She betrayed her love for me.and them,

Happy Birthday to the silly twins,WHICH ACTUALLY PASSED ALREADY,November 8.Forever in my heart,I miss both of you badly.

xoxo,ohh-boogeydownwithme.

(cheyyyy sound like gossip girl(wink wink wink)

Mrs.westwick

2008-11-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

I'be been passing time watching Gossip girls.

I know,for some of its been like so last summer,but hey,

hollywood hasnt got enough of gossip girls,crew.

their smart,stylish and and always making the tabs.
Oh yea havent i told you, Ed has been the best.his so hot

and we're planning,or maybe I have been planning to start a family

with Ed.Thats ed in his tux,i love his smokey eyes thats makes me drool.

As i was saying,you know i've always love his

english boy look,so smart and nerd sexy at the same time.

it suits him.Its just him.

Not to forget,Ed is Hairy,its so wild,what a Great sex appeal.

Yum.He looks good even in Candid.

Oh plus,

Rumours,HELLO RUMOURS OK.

said that Chace,his bestfriend and him were caaught kissing

and blahh,which prat,made them gay.
Its is soo untrue.chase and Ed are party animals,

Despite Ed loves meh(i love you too baby)

Loook at us,his lips were soft as baby ass

Screw you thats me.

Lastly,All of must thinking,Chace is soooo much hotter,

anyway yea Your right,That leaves all the girls to chace and non

for Ed,so he'll have all the TLC fro me and only me.

bojangles

2008-11-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

Hi,

i really really mish my fwens alots nehx,

like my babes,my babes man.roxx so muchies.

Last night,guess who called me:DDDDDDDDDDD

Guess la.

But its such a relieve that i guess we're alright now.

And im kinda feeling shitty right now,i saw their pictures

and they look so Happy,thats goods but i dont know

why something is making me feel,Jelous and sad.

But good for them nways.

And booo, 2 me.

Wanna join me for kelong anyboday?

$265, meals,rides,a nice simple room,fishing,Disco(on water? but its true)

yea the last time i was there and i swear that i'll be back,

come on,its damn cheap,You eat 5 times a day FRESSHHHH seafood served!

multiples of banana boat ride*ride untill you die in the sea

jetski*like baywatch

fishing at night*specially for sotong lovers:D

and snorkelling.

HowS bout that???

oyster

2008-10-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why,but the word oyster just came up to my head.
I finally met Sis Qi yersterday, and im forever with BoggeYMel)
( Ilove her), the holidays are making me Rrrrrot. tsk tsk tsk no good.
well i actually re-blingZ my phone and it looks like $20 0000 cause it
it has an exclusive of pearls on it.ahhh Diamonds are a girls best friend.
Its so pretty! Anyway i Need to Dye my hairrrrr again-.-
blUck rootz mun.itz shoying.ew gross.My hair grows super fast for
i dont know what shit its rushing for.
And ohhhhh myyyyy goddd, ok ok ok you know what, i was like sleeping
in the middle of the night then all of a sudden i heard like boys shouting my name
from my room window(I slept with fan last night,i habe plu + second level)
I was soo fucking shock and guess who were they, Wan and and his friends,losers.
come to my window at around 3 plus am and SHOUT MY NAME AND LAUGHING SO LOUDLY
you dont need to sleep other people want to sleep on their NICE BIGGG COMFY BED.
ya k.i know you dont give a shit.im super bored la.but seriously i was damnnnn shock that i
couldnt close my eyes and my heart was like pumping so fast.
kayyy im gonna meet Arvind nowwww.BLOG CHOON(:

imback

2008-10-22T14:10:00.000+08:00

go girls go girls

this is why i love girls sometimes.

i love my fewnz.

neknek says im a mankiller when man sees my boobs,they get carcrash.oopsie then:D

2008-10-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

FREEZE YOU MUTHAFUCKERZZZ.

yea sorry some terrorist invaded into my blog.

Fat.

but,

what to do..

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Anyway.

i had so much fun last night taking webcam pictures with my Boggey,Mel

and My homie Arvind,pictures will be found

in my friendster acc or mel's or arvinds blog

which is, fuckyou-ipromise.blogspot.com

gosh hunnay,your blog sounds harsh.

hahahha jokes(:

and Today i went for a body scrub and swedish massage and facial.

i live the high life.(and get fatter and fatter)

ciao world.ciao.

Selamat menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

2008-10-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

I stayed home the whole fucking day,

i gelled my nails and left home at 9 to go

meet clique and XQ.

But whatever its not even half the clique.

like only bern,sher,xq and jq.

k cause i came late luhh.

so i dint collect green packets and dint eat kueh.

There are 3 malay families on my level and NOBODY

came to share some kueh kueh.Useless.

At least show some neighbour-love or whaaat.

Knnccb la.

(i don't know,green is like the favourite colour for hari raya)

So, on a sidenote,

i think im starting to like freak out on myself again.

so, even though how much i hate caffine,

im gonna drink as much as i can to raise my metobolism.

and smoke to like i don't know, it helps to like (raises eyebrows)

kill appetite.sooo = have to brush teeth often.

cause it stains your teeth.

so Ana's quote, pain is temporary Pride is forever,

starving is an example of willpower.

i want this so badly.i wanna like finally see my bones.

can't wait.

2008-09-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

You see that face?

yea im always falling for it.

BUT THATS OVER WAN.ITS OVER.

YOUUUU yea YOUUU,

its either you or your friends stop

giving me calls and mges which says:

"NOTHING TO DISPLAY"

yea WAN wtf.

YOUR A WOMEN KILLER.

I'LL I'LL KICK YOUR BALLS AND DO AN EXTRA

EXTRA SUNAT.

yea im kinda mad right now cause i got another call.

and i seriously miss him.like wtf.

and im doing this freely causeee anyway i know he wont read it.

cause NUMBER 1,

he doesnt know i have a blog+

he wouldnt even care about me so why WASTING his fucking useless time

reading my blog.RIGHT WAN RIGHTTT???

yea NUMBER 2,

He has to go all the way the POD(People of destiny,where like youths hang out)

and pay 1.50 to use the com just to serve the net.its not like im making fun,

but TRUE ENOUGH,ITS THE FACT.

losers like him.dont deserve computers at home

ohhh poor booboo:')

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Bye.im sucha miserable bitch:(

New blog

2008-09-29T17:08:00.001+08:00

Sherilyn here y'all! Hahaha, and look janelle finally has a blog man. :D All thanks to me, me, ME!! HAHAHA! I helped her alot with it. Kay shall let her do the blogging now! Bye y'all. (:

AND JANELLE, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH GIRL! ♥♥♥♥♥

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Yea sher announce, announce to the WHOLE WORLD. thank you laaaaaa k.love you tooo(:

Yea my New blog.Well, its still pink(: